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Tuesday, January 16, 2007

guess wat???
my room ceiling is leaking
HAHAHAHAHA
isnt that the funniest thing ever!!!
dahlah i'm in the brink of depression at the moment
GOD DO U HATE ME THAT MUCH???
water is everywhere in my room
n when i switch on the fan everything goes off
so i guess my fan is not functioning as well
theres like a mini flood in the middle of my room
n the stupid guy is not here 2 fix it
we turned off the main pipe
but theres still water
if i was the usual happy egg i wud be laffin my head off
but i'm not
4 those who had recently talked 2 me... u guys noe how crappy my life have been...
eventho i didnt really mention any reason....
theres just too much goin on....
i dun even noe where 2 begin....
issit bcoz my dad has been at home 4 more than a week?(when its more than a week, tension brews)
issit bcoz there had been several 'heated discussion' in this hsehold?
issit bcoz i'm a 'useless' child in dis family?
issit bcoz i'm not getting wat i want?
issit bcoz its my own fault for not getting wat i want?
issit bcoz my hse is freaking ugly at the moment?
issit bcoz the renovation is NEVER gonna get done?
issit bcoz i'm too stressed up 2 even enjoy life at the moment?
issit bcoz i've been told i havent been a gud person??
issit bcoz every single day something worse just happens??

n pls dun u dare ask me to chill
i cant bloody well chill
i've tried
believe me i've tried
but somehow or rather something shitty comes up again
i noe u guys may think dat i'm just being dramatic
n like my life is all fine n dainty
WELL ITS NOT
i dun think i'm the kind that gets depressed easily
if i am i wud be dead by now
no i'm not
i'm the kind that hides in my room when i cry so that nobody noes wat goes on in my head
i'm the kind that try 2 4get things that hurt me
i'm the kind that is too cowardly 2 confront
i'm the kind accepts backstabbing bcoz i believe no1 is perfect
so those dat publicly/secretly hate me
let me tell u that i'm miserable now
so u shud be happy now
are u?

life can b a total bitch

oh fuck it

i think i'm going nuts

not that i was ever sane

i shud probably stop typing b4 my keyboard breaks

pao u're rite...life is nvr fair

~..ting..~ hugged you at 5:25 PM;Y

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