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Sunday, January 20, 2008

I have the sudden urge to blog for I don't know what reasons, really. Maybe it's been one month more since I last blogged. I know I'm having holidays but heck my holidays are boring and I bet you people wouldn't want me go on rambling about how I spend my days eating, sitting in front of my lappie, going online shopping, sleeping and more eating. BAh! That's how I practically spend my days living totally aimlessly.

It's been a week since our shopaholic queen, vege left for Aussie. I'm missing u woman! I hope you're doing alright there! How's your new home? Show us pics ya? Go do what you do best, okay? Owh, btw, the pictures during the farewell dinner!! I want them!!

Chinese New Year is coming soon...Time flies, in less than a month, I can see myself in Brissy already. I've just gotten my visa few days back and I'm one step nearer to Aussie, but Pat said that I'm already in the airplane heading towards Aussie. That's true...I still remembered how we all wished that we can get everything done and land ourself in Aussie when we were still in the Ausmat days. Little did we know that, when the finals ended, results out, visa granted, we are all on our ways to pursue our dreams that we worked so hard for all these while. Everyone is heading to different destinations; some in Melbourne, the city that most people dying to go to; some in Perth; some in Adelaide; some in Sydney; some in New Zealand and I, myself am heading to Queensland, unexpectedly. Found a place to stay but that's freaking expensive with the weekly rent of AUD 170...I'm so gonna eat grass and survive! Anyone can help me to find accommodation that is cheaper in Queensland? sighhh...

To be honest, I am not a very homely person. Sometimes I wished I can fly as soon as possible but at times I wished I have more time to spend in Malaysia. You know, it's always hard to make the huge leap, the first step to leave our comfort zone. No matter what, we still have to face it. Instead of facing it with sadness and all, why not we look at the brighter side and embrace life in another country, out of our comfort zone? We have to grow up and be independent, it's never easy to live by your own but at least we try and give it our best, huh? It's part of life and that gives us a chance to be strong, physically as well as mentally. One thing is that, I'm real bad in making conversations, I mean it! Seriously bad in socializing...Have to go through the process of making friends again...I found that when people grow older, it's so much harder to make friends, unlike childhood days where you can easily mingle with just anyone! sigh....

Well, I still don't know when is the exact date I'll leave. Let's just pray it's after CNY. Speaking of CNY, Valentine's day is coming too. I guess this year's Valentine's will be very different from the previous one, spending it without the love of my life. I wouldn't know what will happen to us when I'm in Aussie, long distance is hard to maintain, no doubt...lots of commitments to make and lots of missing games...I've been quite dependent on him and he's always pampering me like a princess, giving in to me all the times. I love u loads, my man. There's only few more weeks left for us to spend with each other, to create memories of ours. Speaking of which, we had a great time last thursday spending our time in Pavillion, experiencing the GSC there (boy, it's fantabulous!!), having a fine feast on Japanese cuisines and all...It's been real long since I last spend a really great time, I'm wanting more of it! If only my life revolves around love.....how sweet that can be? Guess I've better stop being mushy and lovey-dovey here...=P...long distance relationship, is the last thing I want, but oh well....I gotta face it sooner or later...emo..emo...

Life in Aussie, I'm looking forward to but at the same time, I dread it...

Haha! Too many words and no pictures in this post, falling asleep yet? Will blog when I feel like it soon, can't promise, I don't know when will it be. Cheers!

XOXO~

.::chanelz::. hugged you at 3:25 PM;Y

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Thursday, January 17, 2008

What are friends?

What friends are for?

Friends always share stuff together
From dirty little secrets to secret crush on some guy
Friends always back each other up
You know they will be down there catching you when you are falling
You know they will be picking up pieces of you
You know that they will be there for you to lean on
Friends do help each other whenever one is in trouble
No matter how many shits they have to go through
Friends do do things together
From doing homework to crying over silly little stuff
Friends do accept who you are
Whether you are poor or rich
Whether you are ugly or pretty
Whether you are annonymous or popular
Whether you are retard or smartass
Friends do confide each other with what they know
Doesn't matter if its old news

When your friends let you down, what shall you do?
When your friends abandon you, what shall you do again?
When your friends hiding stuff from you, what shall you do?
When your friends talking behind your back, what shall you do?
When your friends leave you behind then, what shall you do?
Cry in a corner?
Confront them?
Bitchslap them?
What shall you do?

I'm lost
I'm confused
I'm desperate
I'm lonely
I'm sick of all the relationships
I'm sick of networking
I'm sick of socialising
I'm sick of looking after other's feelings
I'm sick of letting people walk over me
I'm sick of people taking me for granted
I'm sick of it
Just hate the feelings that I can't do it my way
I can't voice my own opinion
Because I know there will be people shooting me down
So sick of it
I'm getting fed up with people that is self-centered
All they think of are themselves
And you know what?
I don't give a shit now
I don't fucking care now
Whatever you want to do just go ahead
Just leave me alone with all your selfishness
I'm officially done with it

I need someone I can trust
Someone I can totally rely on
Someone that I can share my secrets
Someone that is willing to open up to me
Someone that doesn't expect things from me
Someone that I can spill my guts out
Someone that is willing to guide me back on track
Someone that is willing to go through thick and thin with me
Is that too much I'm asking for?
All I need is a little support
Encouragement when I'm down
A shoulder that I can borrow
Somewhere where I can escape into
I think there is no point hanging on to it anymore
What is done is done
Held your heads up because there is someone would laugh to see you fall
Stay strong and be focus
I can do it

sööĸ ĸööŋ hugged you at 6:33 PM;Y

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Saturday, January 12, 2008

wheee its happy tree friends!!
the blog layout is so cute that i got the sudden urge to blog

thanks so much to eggie who took the effort to change the lay out and it took her a really really long time to do it
dam malu la me
no contribution at all only know how to crap here and there
always got no contribution la blablabla
and the most annoying thing is,
ALWAYS GOT NO MONEY!!!
no money to eat, watch movie, and no money to TOP UP my phone credit!
wallet always left with rm0.00

yes yes throw stones at me
thankyou very much

anyway,

another member of food family just flew off to aussie
itulah our very own ~~shopping queen~~ aunt vege!!!

according to her
"i chose to go Adelaide because the name sounds like Adeline"
i'm so touched i wanna cry -___-

BYEBYE my cam whore partner!

remember your promise kay?
eggie and i are so gonna get our rm100 when you come back hehehe

nothing much to say
just study hard and pls pls take care of yourself

don't forget me like how u've forgotten me just now before you flew off -____-
so mean

takecare!
xoxo

-adeline- hugged you at 11:26 PM;Y

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hey guys...
i finally changed the layout.... i dunno why but i used happy tree friends lol

if you don't like it i guess you'll have to deal with it....

i HATE how changing blog layouts takes up my entire day...

oh well... take it as my present to you guys for year 2008...

its already 7.54pm.... i guess sookie's reaching or have already reached the airport....
another one of us leaving malaysia....

2008 looks dark indeed.... =(

vege sorry for not sending you off... we didnt have the power nor the money to take the train (can i ask why issit freaking 70 bucks for both ways? couldnt they have build an airport NEARER?)

oh whatever... i need some rest....

p.s: if the layout is ugly please dont tell me.. my ears or heart cant take it...

~..ting..~ hugged you at 7:52 PM;Y

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Tuesday, January 1, 2008

FOODIES!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

WAH!!! Babes, it's a brand new year now, hohoho, hmm tak tau apa nak tulis lar, tetapi, lemme do da stuff AGAIN!!!

our olden days...... heheh, c how much v have changed over the past few years.......(though not all of the pic is a complete "family potrait")

SMK Damansara Jaya, wif our "relative", heong peng (i dun hv our complete family potrait in secondary skool lar......)

Long Kor's 18th Birthday at TGI Friday's , One Utama

Pau's 18th Birthday at Itallianis, One Utama

Family Reunion at Marche, Curve (not complete 1, hehe)

CNY 2007 at Egg's house

Long kor n Vege's 19th Birthday at Laundry, Curve

I like this pic.... so i post, hahaha, cos i look better here, hohoho

Our "Dream Come True" trip 2 Perhentian '07, our fav pic!!! (I still likey it a lot till now, hehe)

Eye On M'sia

Long kor's Farewell......

This is all i have lar, ermm foodies, upload some old pics that i dun hv lar, so i can c hahaha, especially those secondary skool 1, cos i dun hv much lar, i wanna c, hahaha nnnn alll ur recent pic please, long time no c edi lar!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Foodies, the first "2" edi lar, sooo must "sang sang seng seng" lar!!!

STUDY SMART, HARD,hehe

PLAY HARD (& safe, hehe)

WORK HARD (if u working lar, hehe)

buh bye!!! muaks!!! miss ya all!!!

long kor hugged you at 6:25 PM;Y

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