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Friday, January 12, 2007

just skip this post altogether if u're not used 2 seeing a miserable egg

i feel like a failure

i really dunno wat 2 do

he was the 1 dat said it was ok for me 2 go singapore

he was the 1 dat said it was ok for me 2 go hk

i DO NOT go on holidays n go shopping everyday

i noe i'm stupid
i noe i have no motivation
i noe i have no determination
i noe i doubt myself all the time
i noe dat i'm so unsure about what i really want that it scares me
i noe what i do not want

all i can do is listen to his scoldings silently while i bite my lip n try my hardest not 2 cry in front of him

i want 2 tell him what i do not want desperately but will he listen? not likely

i'm like a lost child
i want 2 grow up yet i fear growing up

i duwanna b clueless anymore

vege, pao, long kor,
i dun think i can make it for our outing tomorrow
i'm really sorry
it seems that i only noe how 2 disappoint ppl
i noe u guys will hate me bcoz i hate it when one of the members doesnt show up

i'll comment n blog abt hk when i'm in the mood...
i'm sorry.

i loathe self-pity so i cant help hating myself rite now
i hate being emo

~..ting..~ hugged you at 7:43 PM;Y

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