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Monday, February 26, 2007

I miss ya!!!

She left for Sydney today for a long long long time. And now I got nobody to talk to. At night when I can't sleep, I got no one to kacau. I got nobody to listen to my lame jokes. I got nobody to go shopping with. I got nobody to help me out of troubles. I got nobody to turn to when I've problems. I got nobody to turn to for advice. I...

*Big Girls Don't Cry*
That was the song playing on the radio on my way home from the airport. Ironic, really. Because that was what I was doing exactly. Uff.

Sis left for Australia. She had to go and come back, then she had to go and leave again. And we had to go and send her off at the airport AGAIN. I know it's stupid, I know she'll be back, but I couldn't help itttttttt. At the airport, I damn tahan wei. Hug goodbye, wave goodbye. Cher cher walking away into the distance, past the boarding gate, getting her passport verified, turns around and waves goodbye. ouch...OUCH. It hurts. The pain is just so unbearable.

No, you cannot. You cannot cry. You hear me? You cannot cry. You must tahan no matter what happens. Tahan. Just tahan. Thats what I kept telling myself. I held it in till I got into my nice cosy car and then i let them out. This stupid biatch fergie was happily singing BIG GIRLS DON'T CRYYYYYYY. stOOOOOpid.

Maybe she's right though, maybe big girls don't cry. I felt like a little kid again. I wanted to hug her and say "cher, can I follow you go ah?" but cannot, cannot. i know she has to go. Just like I know all things eventually have to go. Just like how I know some things have already gone even before they physically go. I just have to let her go and pursue her dream. I cannot be so selfish and just think of my own. Cher cher's all grown up. She needs to study, she can't come back. Gosh. I'm getting emo AGAIN!!! I hate when I'm emo. Tahan. Just tahan. Big girl already.

*All food family members: Sorry for not updating much lately. I'm extremely exhausted for the past few weeks. I'm pretty sure you guys read them all in eggie's blog about how tiring is our lives in Taylors. Loads of homeworks, sucky timetable, bore to death lectures, extra cautious during experiments.... I'll comment and update more whenever I'm free lar. Next post will be how my life is before, during and after CNY. Be ready for the super long post.

Toodles.

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